Elsewhere the beyond,
Much happens to the long,
And the longest happen seems will,
Changes wait like anything wouldn't,
And I need in time.

last night was poker night. and just like many of the other poker nights i was robbed. Usually $10 will last an hour or so.

Maybe thirty minutes into the night I was buying in more chips. As I have come to know poker, it is just like any other televised sport. Practise makes you better. There is a lot to know about poker. A lot of the game is being able to remember the cards, cards that are in and out of play.

Seeing that I went in the hole ruffly $35 or more dollars I will not discuss my poker strategy. Instead I will leave you with a song everyone at our table sings once a night.

You got to know when to hold ‚em
Know when to fold them
Know when to walk away
A Know when to run
You never count you’re money
When you’re sitttin‘ at the table
There’ll be time enough for countin‘
When the dealin’s done

Its the things you dont think you will remember. Its the things you never thought you could remember. Its times when things seem to be everything they are not and destorted into things that are not realized.

I can remember when I fought with my brothers to what we would consider death, or untill someone told mom what was going on. Usually it was me, the youngest of a trio of breeds born to take the world over.

And now we are older. Mid and late 20's, i find my brothers all grown up. Not like when we were idiot kids fighting with one another. Days that once were spent chasing each other, lying about our homework, not calling home to let the parents know where we are,  are all in the past. Those memories exist in a memory that dwindles everyday. I hope not to forget my memories of my closest kin.

The simple time of life when we thought about nothing, nothing at all.

Now my brothers have children of their own. Their own world so to say.  And before when we saw each other too much, now we remenis on times adrift. The occasional family get together, wedding, funeral, or some kind of occasion bring the band of brothers back together.

I have two brothers and they are my best good friends.

There are many things I understand. One of which is that service pack 2 is 266 megs of compressed updates to the operation of windows xp.

What I dont understand is why it takes a good hour on a pentium 4 - 2.6 ghz with a half a gig of ram.

I have yet to be on any pentium 4 machine with or without hyperthread technology. It matters none to service pack 2.

Laptops that wish to install service pack 2 will have to have a plugged in power source before windows will allow you to install service pack 2. Windows xp will recognize if the battery is plugged in to a wall outlet or if the laptop is running off of charged resources. It makes good sense too.

The installation of windows xp fits on a 700 meg cd. Service pack 2 is 266 megs compressed. You could almost say that service pack 2 is installing half or more of windows xp, with updates and security fixes.

The local game store, GameStop, was sold out of Battlefield 2 the day it was released. Luckly there was a walmart 500 feet away.

Walmart had rows of copies of battlefield 2. What is the point to a game store if it can't have enough stock for new release games? Battlefield was marked to do very well and GameSpot here dropped the bomb.

It's no surprise that the government is running low on military recruits. Now they need to get data on younger persons more than ever. Who ddi they get to build this database? A private marketing firm who goal is to leak to the government your information so uncle sam can talk you into donig their dirty work.

People 16 to 18 and college students will have their information processed and catalogged into a central database so that the goverment can find out who is likely to be a military candidate. This data base will include birthdates, social security numbers, email addresses, grade averages, ethnicity and the subjects the students are studying.

Some information about high school students is already in the military's hands under a provision in the 2002 No Child Left Behind Act. School systems that do not give that information to the military risk a loss in federal funds.

So what we have done is turned our children and college level kids into targets for advertisements from the goverment. This is worse than telemarketers, now if you buy into what the goverment tries to sell you, you could end up on the front line fighting a politcal war with your life.

Wednesday 22nd of june, the new york times reported that the social security administration has changed its privacy policy and now provides data  on citizens  to the FBI. But only reports when the person is in connection with terrorism investigations.

And we all know that the goverment is on the idiot level when it comes to gathering intelligence. They were for certain saddam had weapons. And  even though they were completely wrong, that war is still waging on.

According to george bushes own words, saddam is addicted to weapons of mass destruction. They will try to make you forget why we started this war. Do not forget that the war was based on a lie. We were meant to believe suddam had a real and imminent threat to the United States. The propaganda around why we needed to go to war with iraq brain washed me. Even I thought it had a purpose.

Yes the bush administration did say there was a link between iraq and al quida, and the fear in that mindset, when not long before the war in iraq started, we attacked afghanistan and not finding the most wanted man in the world, osama bin laden.

We now know, it is not fiction, there were no weapons of mass destruction, it was a lie, and if the goverment will do this right in front of the face of the world, surely you can image the amount of hands our goverment had in 9/11.

Watch this video found on this website. You will see and hear first hand.

http://stopthelie.com/pnac.html (real player is required for viewing the video.)

There is this kid who walks into this store and buys three snickers bars. The kid walks over to a bench in the store, sits down and eats every candy bar, 1, 2, 3, gone. An old man from across the store sees the kid eat the candy bars.

The old man walks over to the kid and says, "You know kid, eating candy bars like that and eating all that sugar isn't all that good for you".

The kid replys "You know old man, my grand dad lived to be nintey-three years old".

And the old man says, "From what watching what he eats and exercising?".

The kid replys, "No, from minding his own fucking business".

As I sit in front of this computer, I realize that not only does the president need to be impeached and hung,  the entire FBI, CIA, and any other united states government agency needs to be liberated.

I am educated enough to make my own decisions and when the government puts on a stunt like they did on September 11, 2001 it makes you think about all the other attacks against us and who did the actual planning.

Lets start off our thinking by being rational. Is it not rational to think that the Pentagon, the twin towers and the plane that landed in Pennsylvania are all related? And to continue this thinking, if you find evidence in one of the instances that places guilt or association on an organization or party for one of the occurrences, that they are somehow linked to all the events of September 11?

 Lets start out with the most and extreme obvious. The plane that the government and news agencies said to hit the Pentagon was no where to be found after the crash. Six months after September 11, five photographs taken from a video camera on the grounds of the Pentagon show a small white object approaching the Pentagon and a massive high-energy explosion, however, there is no plane visible. Conspiracy theorists ask: If a 155 foot-long, 60 ton Boeing 757 caused the explosion at the Pentagon, why does it not appear in the photographs. And where is the debris that would have resulted from its impact with the limestone clad concrete wall? Why is the explosion not consistent with the explosion at the twin towers, that was so powerful it took down the two towers. (Please note there is more evidence that a flying pig took down the twin towers, than the government and news supported ideas that the explosion and the heat of the explosions weakened the towers structure enough to make it collapse.)

And for the pentagon to release only 5 photographs, being the head quarters of all headquarters, to only offer 5 photographs is suspicious enough. This is the pentagon we are talking about, with all their cameras and all the surveillance, the come up with 5 photographs that don't even show a plane in them.

If you are ready to realize that the government mass murdered its own people and then lied and covered it up please read the following documents websites and do your own search on the events that happen on September 11 and the actions of our government that followed. Including Afghanistan and the lie of a war in Iraq.

http://911research.wtc7.net/

this weekend I celebrated two years with my better half. she came up with the idea to go to bush gardens. after little deliberation about other options including kings dominion, the decision was final to take ourselves to the beer roller coaster place.

As a kid I never thought about it, Anheuser Busch, the beer company, runs bush garden. It does explain why you can buy beer all over the park. The bad part is that you can get drunk there, but you have to smoke in marked off sections. Twice I saw security guards escorting smokers to smoking locations.

The new ride Curse of DarKastle is not that great of a ride. The hour long line was due to several, at lease 6 or more, fautly carts or whatever you want to call the thing that carries you through the ride. For some reason there is this elaborate story you have to listen to about a kid who in plain terms, kills his parents and becomes the king of the castle and turns into a wolfe ghost and the kastle is frozen, and now for some reason you are about to fly to his castle. Due to the loud people and confusion of what we were supposed to do, most of the introduction to the wolfe story got lost. They do provide 3d glasses that you will need to use to get the full effect of the 3-d.

We enjoyed the day along with a little sun burn around the neck. I do remember the wafflecone ice cream with strawberries diped in white chocolate. I have a couple pictures, where are they?